一百天

今天是你的一百日，原諒我不能回去。一百天了，我還是沒能夢見你，為什麼不來找我？你不是最疼我嗎？婆婆，你在那裡好嗎？你知不知道這些日子，我過的很辛苦，我很想見你，很想听你的聲音，告訴我別怕。我長大了，煩的事也越來越多，我會學者勇敢面對。
上個星期我去找你了，你知不知道？Ah boy三號就要出國讀中醫了，家裡負擔會更重，沒關係，我會乖乖讀書，畢業了會幫忙家裡。你不要擔心，我知道你很疼我們三個。我會乖，你要保佑我們。ah hao長大了，也懂事了，什麼東西都會讓我，不會再像以前那麼壞蛋了，我真的很想你，每次想起你，我就想到你答應我等我畢業，怎麼不等了，想到你在醫院被很多管子插着，想到你為了等我從吉隆坡回來，努力撐著，想到你去世的那一刻，我奔向床位，拼命地叫醒你，棺材車裡，叫著你，你卻沒應我。親眼看見你被火化，心裡真的像有人拿著刀子刺我那麼痛。
表面越是堅強的人，心裡越是更多的不開心，我會學者好好照顧自己，你也是，要喝多點水，不要像以前一樣那麼不愛喝水，這次的考試成績全及格，不要擔心。四分拿了三點二六，雖然沒達到我的要求，可是我盡力了。
上個星期我們遇見姨婆，她長得很像你，她跟我說話時眼睛泛淚，我知道她也很想你。你要多多保佑她。好想在抱抱你，叫你一聲阿嫲。
外表開心，不一定真的開心。
愛玩，不一定花心。
每個人的心中都有一個盒子，藏著很多不開心的秘密，永遠只有自己能打開。

我們都長大了，你放心的走。

XOXO

It has been a long time I never update my blog.What's the reason?Hmm...It's not because I have nothing to update thou,maybe is just because too many things that occur in my life recently and I don't even know what to write?How I wish there's someone that actually can share my pain together,Grandma,r you there?Has been two months you never call me.
Yea,she passed away few months ago and I still cant accept the fact.She passed away so sudden,seriously so sudden...There goes my midterm,my assignments,my finals,all come in together.It actually helps to distract instead on crying all time for those sad things.I seriously wish I m that cold blooded sometimes cause I won't feel so pain if any sad stuff happen to me.Too bad that I m such an emotional creature.
Granny always tell me there's a lot of bad guy outside ask me not to easily believe in people.But I failed to do so.Should I say m just too stupid or too naive?Treating people too good like they r my family get hurt at last?!It's just like a routine of my life.Wtf.So glad to have you guys sometimes,I mean you guys

Although I have been dissapear for quite a long time but I have never forget you guys.I noe Audrey is back,so I m going to meet her maybe next weekend,I noe she's with elei all the time,I noe wen zhong going to taiwan soon,and i know charrise is busying..I duno what she's busying actually,LOL.I know minghui is having her stupid exam,that's y she felt so femoooo...And i just sent sinwei to airport last two days.C,i did stalk you guysssssss:P
I'm not going to believe anyone other than family and you guys onwards.bla bla bla...I always say so but I did the same shits all time.alahhhh....Cheers,Miss you guys,XOXO,a post for you guys and my grandma,gotta slp,bye.Oh yeah,meiyin khaiting I do missiu guys too.will meet you guys someday.very fast.

They always say I m a bad singer thou,damn.byeeee:D

亲爱的

Hellewwwww Sunday Sunshine!!It's time to blog AGAIN!!!Finally,I managed to get back to my lovely dovey hometown this weekend.
Has been such a long time I x back to town,that's y mummy and mumu cook me a feast!
But....I quarrel with my mummy just now:(
CAUSE...she scolded me for being "MO"(late)for the dinner.
EVERYONE was waiting for me,yea,I noe I'm LATE,sorrie.But the real reason that cause me late simply because I was waiting for my lappie saviour to fix it.Lappie DOWN,DOWN DOWN DOWN,that's y.................
SORRY,MUMMY,I shouldn't quarrel with youuuuuuuu..
THANK YOU,MUMU&SAN YI for the dinner.
Okay,went out with my mates just now!!!!!!!!Yey!!!
We have chance to meet each other after centuriessssssssssss,sad case hmm!
We went to a cafe which nicely renovated named IRONSIDE.

Baby arh baby,Goodluck for your exam tmr!!!I buy you eyemask during your 21st birthday aite:P

Everyone changed after three years graduated frm highschool,The only thing that never change is our SISTASHIP

I ♥ the drink called OGINAWA.*slurpppppp,you guys should try it next time!

Outfit of the day,casual as usual!

It's bed time!!!*Yawnn..Goodnite,readers(PS:What a nice watch I've:P)

Okay,I'm going to blog in Mandrin from now.Cause....I have smthg to tell you,yeah you.
亲爱的，非常抱歉，我们没能在你最重要的二十一岁出现，那时的我忙工作，忙读书，差点把你的最重要二十一给忘了，很草率的给了你生日祝福，那重要的一天就那样匆匆过去了。。对不起。。。
今天本来想帮你补庆生日的，但是大家都不能到齐，虽然生日不是能补就补的，但是你知道我是最有你的♥的那一个，对不对？ 答应你，等我们的江小狗从台湾回来，我们大家一起庆祝二十一好吗？你的生日拉后庆祝，我的生日移前庆祝，公平了吧？（因为我真的很怕1221地球被炸掉）我没忘记你，不是，是你们。你们始终是我的最爱。在国外的你们过得好吗?香港,台湾,澳洲,新加坡最然相隔好远,但是为了你们,小妹我............
做了个十分伟大的贡献,我申请了SKYPE呢!!!!!!!!!!!
伟大到.................真想给自己鼓励鼓励,哈哈!
好好照顾自己噢你们,我爱的你们.
欣薇,明慧,如文,伊蕾,娜仪,宁馨,雅韵,文忠,千豪.
最后,生日快乐,老慧.

LIKE A BOSS

 (Seldom upload video before my post unless I think it's a worth watching one!!WaTCHHH it!!!!)

Hey,good morning dear all!!!Can't believe I woke up so early in the morning cause my class has changed to ten,perhaps I'm just too RAJIN,early birds always get the worms!!(actually I'm just too hungry,that's y I wake,LOL)How's your weekend goin?Mine was quite awesome!I went to Asian Music Festival last Saturday!!It's actually a surf beach party being held in Sunway Lagoon.The ticket stated,Come dresses for the beach and pumped up for a rokin' party!!!I wonder,BEACH party or BITCH party??!!LOL!!

RawRrrrr!!!I got the VIP Zone B tickets!!!From my frenssieeee!!!Kinda gam dong,LOL!

OMG!!!!ANTS??!!Yea..The whole lagoon was packed!!!We have almost 40 K of peepol!!!!

Awwww,Tiger beer rocks the whole night!!FREE FLOWWwwwww..

We have about 6348374278 glasses that night I guess?!

Still x able to figure out what makes me smile like this!!Of cos X because of you,Alan,haha!

Boss of the day!!!!

Weijie!!!One of my classmates too!!!We actually saw Chuckei in the VIP zone,but none of us dare to take photo with her,LOL,wat a sigh = =!

The VIP zone,provided with a small table and is in the sandy zone.Is actually quite far from the stage.

The time I got home,SWEAT like a lousai,like a lou-sai!Aww!!

I went for movey on sunday,Battleship,I'm into the main role Taylor Kitsch!!!Feeling like fall in love,AGAIN!LOL!Awesome movey!!Swear to god,it's x only because of the hawtie!

I'm FINE

I just realised I have a pair of beautiful eyes,*wink,LOL

*cough cough!Erherm..Erherm...Sorry sorry readers.I failed my promise:(
My new sem started last Monday and I'm back to school.
Yea,I'm still working as usual after my new sem started,it's actually quite tiring,but I seem to enjoy what I've been doing recently.
Question that ppl always ask:Hey Dion,You still working?WHYYYY?I'm here to answer everything dear all.
TAYLORIAN's expenses is too high and my brother is going to study his Chinese Medical Doctor this year in SEPTEMBER.I just X wish to burden my parents so much,they've been suffering for us since we were born,they sacrifice a lot lot lot lot lot for us!*heartache
Mummy ask me to quit my job,daddy ask me to stop working,but......
I feel that's okay for me cause it's actually a part time job,is x a everyday-job too.I learned a lot during these period,I GROWN....seriously.
I did feel stress at the beginning,but started to enjoy my time being fully used,x wasted like before.LOL!
Everyday family and frens called,I know you guys have been worrying about me all da time,but seriously,I M FINE.I will quit when the time I m x able to cope with my studies,cause STUDIES ALWAYS GO FIRST,for me.
If you think that you da one that suffering everyday,just simply because you can't get what you want like others do,for sure,YOU GONA LIVE MISERABLY,like helllllllll.
Try to deal with every problem that occur in life,in a POSITIVE WAY.I always bear in mind of that,cause I noe that's x point crying(I used to cry a lot,haha!),and I noe there's ppl that suffering more 100000000 times than me.I consider as the LUCKY ONE.
Gona dye my hair soon,have a new haircut,cause my hair looks shitty now,so fannao!
Mum & Dad,I love you,and I'm fine.
Probably going back nex week,c yea!
咬紧牙关，一切会过去`。

Picture of the month,thanks to my babe,yujing :D

Thankiu,Mr Government

Hiiiii,Baby readers,I'm back!!!How's your weekends?Fun enough?!Guesss what?I went to..
POPULARRRRRRRR today!!!!!!!!unbelivable,I...I...stepped into POPULAR which is a place that I X even go there more than five times in a year,unless I m goin for some MAGAZINES or STATIONERY,LOL!!!It's a bad trend actually,I should go there more often,I mean...for HUNTING!hahaha!:P
I went out with my brada n his sweet gf today,Angel.Actually I have ald sold my voucher RM200 given by government,last minute I cancelled the transaction,so sorrie,cause it's actually too MAHUAN!
I managed to buy myself a stack of A4 paper,textpad,16 pens,2 blankooo,3 pencil case(pensil bag actually,LOL),a pack of pencil lead,5 highlighters,1 scale ruler and a CLEO magazine!!!!Weee:))

I specially dress myself more "qi zhi"because of my POPULAR trip:D

C what I've got using RM150 voucher!!!cool right!!:P

Hi dear government,I did buy BOOKS you noe!!!thankiu for the voucha!!!gotcha!!:P

Outfit of the day!!comfortable n casual look:D

I got my salary ytd,I pamapered myself with buying this beautiful dress!Looks nice on me,perhaps I m just too preetay!LOL

Walked in SASA,bought this.EYELINER from KISS ME brand.macam yeshh,haven tried before:)

It's a lovely day for me anyway,how about yours?It's MONDAY tmr,sad case,weekend always passed soooooooo fastttt!Fren goin to US to further her studies tmr,ALL THE BEST,MAY.take care,we love you,and I love you guys too!TY & Angel.Thanks for bringing me to POPULAR,LOL!Aite,slp early guys,sugar dream everyone,C you in the next postttt!!muackiieee!:D

THE ANGRY BIRD

So so so much SORRIES to you guys baby.I've been busying for the past few weeks so I DIDN'T SPEND any time on blogging,my bad,sorry:(
I was totally HANGOVER.I duno what makes me wake up in da late midnight and blog,maybe I was too angry about those shitty stuffs that I've met just now.Was all about BITCHES.Two of them ruined my day,FFFFFUUUUUUUUUU!!
Target 1:Hey,UGLY doesn't mean everything,WORK WITH YOUR HANDS,X MOUTH.Don't talk cock and shits infront of customers,Don't try to KIPAS the fire btw me and others,You should go to hell.Ugly bitch. 
Target 2:Oh my,Don't forget people whoever treats you well,judge well.Who's the GOOD,and who's the BAD one,stopooo,I have x want you to repay my kindness,just at least don't blame for others while you can't make your own sales,try to think what makes you failed,X blamed.BLAMING is X a right way to make thing better.
For me,I m just too KIND to believe,there's still a fairy tale world outside,I know I should have bang the wall for 32143637383939393 times for having such INNOCENT thinking,so now,I noe,I've learned it.Peepol who treats me well,I'll keep in heart,DOUBLE REPAY when they need me.Peepol who give me shits,after three times,you siao liao!!!!!I won't fuck you,but you noe,you will lose a fren,a true fren like me,It's your loss,DON'T EVER TRY TO STEP IN MY WORLD AGAIN!!!I will admit if I'm wrong,but x push the blame on me if I have done nothing wrong!
Aite,so sorry,two of you may now fuck off from my pretty world and I'm going to give you a very pariah face not even a fake smile.Wasted,cause I noe I look kinda sweet when I smiled,x worth to smile at you at all!QIEH!
I nid dessert,SNOWFLAKES or CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I nid my frens,hometown sister gang and my family!!!
LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH YOUR OWN PRINCIPLE. X CHANGED IF YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THINGS.
Gotta go,bye bye,going to have my mask,c you in da next post!Promised to blog more often,I noe you guys miss me:P
XOXO